Such an impressive talent! I applause your courage to be able to take a step back and look at yourself objectively giving it a reality check. This is a process each of us must go through, the self-evaluation and criticism is what helps us get back on track and stop taking things for granted. We are proud of you, your ability to translate it into an artistic piece is beyond incredible!! Just remember that we are your fans through bad and good, and even if you decide to quit we will still appreciate all the beauty you have created. Bon courage mon cher